Perfectly Fitted

First things first: Water intake has increased and I am *slowly* learning to enjoy it. I also read today that if you are dehydrated, your metabolism slows down. Now, I'm sure I've heard that before but something kind of clicked this time.

Nothing exciting really going on. The evening has consisted of working out, grading papers while watching "Gilmore Girls" Season One, 3 loads of laundry, and oh so much more. But you know what? The introvert in me is so content with the time alone and the perfectionist in me loves the productivity.

Well, one thing that the Lord keeps laying on my heart is Matthew 11:28-30: "Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light."

I have been a worrier for as long as I remember. When I was in 3rd grade, I made a 75 on a science test and thought I was going to make my first B. A couple of years later my teacher said I would have an ulcer by the time I was 15. Apparently I was just a tad high strung. I'm not near that bad now. But instead of worrying about getting on the Honor Roll or making the basketball team, I worry about the future. Are the dreams and desires I have from God or from me? How do I learn to be fulfilled in the place that God has me right this moment rather than long for where I thought I'd be?

After a few talks with some good friends last week, I made a decision to surrender some specific hopes, dreams and desires that I have been trying to control or somewhat manipulate. There is freedom in surrendering control, taking His yoke, and letting him take care of our burdens.